The writer's conference is going on next week out at the fort. Dorothy Allison will be there. I should be there. But instead I will be working in the office, doing mail merges and stuffing envelopes. Crap.
A wave of sadness has rolled up over me these last couple of days. My inclination is to try and figure it out, to ask why. But I think I just need to let it wash over me and not worry about it.
The conference will be here next year, and the year after that.
The tide rises and falls.
The heat saps the energy and patience right ot of me.
I envy the sailing instructors, the riggers, the guys in the boat shop.
We saw the wakes of three orcas yesterday, headed out towards the Strait.
As Phil would say, left foot, right foot.